I'm watching snow fall. Seriously. Where's Global Warming when you need it? I hate snow. I hate being cold and I'm counting down the hours until we are in Texas... That would be 47. And now I am crushed, I just checked the weather, 73 on Thursday (Score!) then rain all weekend long. Fan.tastic. At least I got an amazing hotel room 1 &1/2 blocks from the Riverwalk for cheap. We really wanted to take Kay to SeaWorld while we were there. Oh well, we've done SeaWorld in the rain once before...
Our trip is coming together. Thursday we get in at 4, pick Frank up, check in to our hotel, eat (I pray this is sooner, rather than later) then we're going to the Casting Crowns concert! Woo!
So... That was from this earlier... now we're down to 40 hours! Woo!
Do you pinterest? Listen, I just started and I love it. And today I found the best.post.ever!
It's listed as Blessing Bags. But basically it's a bag of essentials, toothbrush & paste, granola bars, all kinds of stuff, for homeless people. We always struggle with what to do when we see beggars on corners. We never carry cash, and hardly travel around with food. We've pulled through a few places and gotten food, or given away leftovers, anything to help. But we are doing these bags! It's so amazing, and I know when you see it, you will want to do it too... I dunno if this is taboo or not, but here is the link for the woman's blog... Please, please go check it out!
http://kwavs.blogspot.com/2011/05/blessing-bags-how-to.html
Frank and I don't talk very much during the day, he's in class, then works out, and with the bed time routine we usually stay up late catching up, that and we email. A lot. But tonight we talked and texted more about these bags than anything else. We want to include a pocket Bible, and hand warmers for the winter months (i.e, always in Denver). But more than anything we want to do this with Kaylee and eventually our other children to teach them about caring for and loving others. Then they will always be on the look out for people in need to give them away to. I just love this idea and I want to start building bags right away! If you have any suggestions for what to put in them, I would love to hear them too!
As always, the day got away from me, and it's that time again...
Day 29
Today I am thankful for lazy days. A day to rest and recharge my batteries. Which is almost never possible with a 2 year old (Well in 12 days). Don't get me wrong we did a lot today: laundry, we made caramel corn and caramels, and I set up 2012 financial spread sheets for my Granny, booked the hotel and rental car for our trip to Texas, researched tickets home for Frank.... But we didn't go anywhere, we weren't in a hurry to do anything, we just milled around and let Kay run free. She is getting to be such a holler-er and talker... But she's fun! Watching her run wears me out but it makes for peaceful sleep for all!
Tomorrow is Day 30... last day! Woo!
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Monday, November 28, 2011
Day 28
Day 28
Today I am thankful for comfort items. Like when I've had a really crappy day, much like today, and a bowl of ice cream with caramel. I'm thankful for my snuggly daughter who always makes me feel loved. I'm thankful for mind numbing thing like pinterest and Law and Order or NCIS. I'm thankful that in the eyes of Jesus it really doesn't matter what others think or say about me. I'm thankful for His unconditional love and support. I'm thankful for the much needed glass of wine at the end of a long day. All those things that make me feel better and don't make me feel worse or guilty or like I'm a bad person.
Today I am thankful for comfort items. Like when I've had a really crappy day, much like today, and a bowl of ice cream with caramel. I'm thankful for my snuggly daughter who always makes me feel loved. I'm thankful for mind numbing thing like pinterest and Law and Order or NCIS. I'm thankful that in the eyes of Jesus it really doesn't matter what others think or say about me. I'm thankful for His unconditional love and support. I'm thankful for the much needed glass of wine at the end of a long day. All those things that make me feel better and don't make me feel worse or guilty or like I'm a bad person.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
24, 25, 26 & 27
Well... Almost fell off this bandwagon. 3 days behind... tisk tisk! Like everywhere, it's been crazy over Thanksgiving. Especially since we are 'home'. Although the majority of my family lives here I do not consider Indiana my home. I've lived longer in North Carolina so I'm claiming the South as my home. Plus is freezing up here! My Granny keeps saying, "It's such a nice day!" And I'm wearing every stitch of clothing I managed to bring along... We attempted to go for a walk the other day... I've been eating a lot of turkey and not doing a lot of walking, so that 1 pound a week is probably happening! Our walk lasted about 5 minutes (there was a strong, bitter wind)... Guess I'll just have to get on the bike in the garage and peddle those potatoes off...
Kay and I are days away from our first visit to Texas! We're so excited to see Frank! I think the really hard thing has been not seeing him... We really need to figure out skype! He's had a few days off and has buddied up with his roommate and another fleet returnee to explore the Riverwalk and Walmart. I'm praying he would find some strong Christian fellowship on base. He feels a lot of pressure to fit in. And he feels so alone. Personally, I think these guys are draining him faster than he can get filled by God's word. He's been listening to a lot of Ramp sermons, (his emails are full of Damon) and reading but I think fellowship would help him greatly. He prays continually through the day and I pray for him. The Wednesday and Thursday Bible studies were cancelled this week because of the holiday, he's even tried going by the Chaplain's office, but he's been off base. So I'm glad it's Sunday and he can go to church!
I just discovered I'm at the very awkward stage of pregnancy when my normal shirts don't quite fit but my maternity shirts are still too big. All my normal jeans are way too big, so I'm mostly wearing my maternity pants at least I can manage to keep them pulled up. On a related note the baby has been very active! I guess s/he likes Thanksgiving as much as I do. After this week though, I'm not entirely sure what I am going to be able to eat... You've seen the list of aversions (fish, chicken, pork, eggs, pumpkin, nuts) now add bar-b-que sauce and hamburgers to it. I'm pretty much down to produce, cheese and chocolate. I'm feeling better, for the most part, lots of heart burn though (not really an issue until 8mo with Kay), I think I've only taken one anti-nausea pill since I've been here. But we've been doing so much running around I'm exhausted! Kay is so worn out by Nanny-PawPa she doesn't even move until 7. Which is really nice since we are sharing a room.
Kaylee is usually a pretty wound-up child. I'm pretty sure the only time she is quiet and acts her best is with my parents. We have let her run the house, but we are taking back control... Change has been slow, since she has reigned uncontested for the past 2 years... But 'the spank' is working. So she's always been a little on the wild side... That is until Granny's house. Oh. this. girl... She is a maniac! She just runs and hollers and sings until she crashes. My mom always used to say we were such perfect children, until we were around Granny, then we became the most unruly gang of screaming banshees. I can finally see it. Kay is so excited and Granny really lets her do almost anything she wants. Kay is having so much fun, it's hard to step in and discipline when she needs it, buttttttt I've done it. :D
Another answer to prayer, is that Frank will have some time off for Christmas! He is going to come home, since it would be ridiculously expensive for Kay and I to go there... The absolute! best! part of all is that he is going to be home in time to go with me for the anatomy ultrasound!!!!!!!! So we get to find out TOGETHER the baby's sex... Although I already have a strong feeling about it... I'm excited!
I suppose I should tell Day 19's story... I know, I know, it's been a long time coming, and I keep promising it... Lucky for you I am typing this on my new computer and not on the phone... (Black Friday specials and stories to come :)
So. I have been a little nervous about moving back in with my parents. They are great people and I love them dearly.They aren't, um, upset or turned off by our awakening, but then again, we don't really talk about it, or anything of major importance, for that matter, as a family. My dad is a huge cynic. He doesn't like organized religion. He grew up in a uber conservative church in the cornfields of Indiana... I don't really blame him. Anyways, he's pretty anti-church, and hasn't really understood our desire to go to church. So I was nervous to pray in front of them, like at dinner, or do things of a spiritual nature with them, talk doctrine, etc. A few day prior to Nov. 19 (you know, day 19) I had heard through the family grapevine, that my dad had said he felt like he needed to go back to church. I was elated to see the Spirit's work and encouraged about moving in, and hopeful that Kay and I would be able to encourage my family and the Lord would continue His work. Saturday rolled around and Frank left that morning. That night my mom and I fixed dinner and I overheard my dad tell Josh not to stay out too late because the next morning we were all going to church. I was instantly in the same room. I think I ran, I don't remember. In my mind I casually asked what and where, something to that effect, and dad said they were coming to church with me. Um ok. Time to eat. All I could think about was asking to pray over the meal. Kay, Dad and Josh were all sitting down, my mom was still fixing plates, and I'm trying to wait for her to come over to the table before asking. My dad starts to feed Kay and she starts saying "Payyy, Payyy!" My dad says, "Oh, peas?" Tries to feed her a bite, Kay says "No!" then looks at me and says "Pay Mommy." I wasn't entirely sure what she was saying, but asked, "Do you want to pRay, Kaylee?"Kay shakes her head and says Yep then holds out her hands to my dad and mom. So my dad prays over the meal. But how cool is that? Kay has not only gotten used to Frank and I praying over meals but she knows before we eat, we pray.
So I suppose I should move on to catching up...
Day 24 (Thanksgiving Day)
Today I am thankful for the day and what it means. A day to celebrate what you are thankful for and be reminded of all your blessings. A day each year that causes families to drive 14 hours to spend time together. I am also thankful for God's redeeming love and grace. And thankful that through Christ we have the ability to forgive people when they don't deserve it. I am thankful for the strength to endure the day without Frank.
Day 25 (Black Friday)
Today I am thankful for a good deal! We were in desperate need of a new laptop... Our laptop fell out of the truck during our last trip to Indiana, there was some surface damage and it worked for 2 weeks. But now it won't turn on. Pampered Chef needs a computer to work. I need a computer to waste time on pinterest properly. You know, the important stuff. Well... I dragged Josh to the Walmart in Portland, In. at 9:30 Thanksgiving night and stood in line until 12 for an onsale hp. We also managed to buy Kay way too many toys. I really liked this Little People Dance 'n Twirl Palace, on sale for $20. We made a pile and watched the surrounding madness. I wasn't sure about getting this toy for Kay until I looked up the regular retail price... $90! Um, heck yea, I was buying it! We got a few other things, like the $2.84 Waffle Iron someone was assaulted and arrested over, a mega playdoh set, you know, the essentials. Checkout: Of course I watch each item, to make sure it rings up right, then she scans the Palace. $9! What?! A $90 toy for $9?! So I am not sure what the better deal was, the laptop or Kay's Christmas present.
Day 26
Today I am thankful for my Uncle Bob. We desperately needed front brakes, and when Frank found out I was planning on driving all the way to Indiana without getting new ones, he was maddd. I mentioned the brakes to my Gramps and he made me an appointment for Tuesday at his usual place. Then my Uncle found out I needed brakes. Well! That man! He replaced them for me! Instead of paying $150, I paid $25 for new (Um, I think) shoes... (or pads... or whatever). But what a deal! And our truck is running wonderfully and now Frank doesn't have to worry about us driving home!
Day 27
Today I am thankful Kaylee naps. Oh this child is so rambunctious! We all need a few hours break. In fact, she just woke up and now I am wishing I had napped too. I'm not going to make it to 9!
I am also thankful I am not the same person I used to be. I am thankful for the Lord's transforming work and that He still is not finished with me. I look forward to growth and the next glory!
Also... I need to start and work on my list of things to do while Frank is gone and I have nothing but time on my hands... (um, sarcasm)
I have about 8 books, that I want to read, immediately.
I want to learn how to use a sewing machine.
I want to make a wreath.
I want to make Kay a hairbow/clip container.
I want to go to Ohio and visit my Aunt Lisa :) and others
And that's all I can think of for now... for the list and the post. Ah, see you again, tomorrow. And everyday until Wednesday and then I quit! I am never doing a month thing like this again!
Kay and I are days away from our first visit to Texas! We're so excited to see Frank! I think the really hard thing has been not seeing him... We really need to figure out skype! He's had a few days off and has buddied up with his roommate and another fleet returnee to explore the Riverwalk and Walmart. I'm praying he would find some strong Christian fellowship on base. He feels a lot of pressure to fit in. And he feels so alone. Personally, I think these guys are draining him faster than he can get filled by God's word. He's been listening to a lot of Ramp sermons, (his emails are full of Damon) and reading but I think fellowship would help him greatly. He prays continually through the day and I pray for him. The Wednesday and Thursday Bible studies were cancelled this week because of the holiday, he's even tried going by the Chaplain's office, but he's been off base. So I'm glad it's Sunday and he can go to church!
I just discovered I'm at the very awkward stage of pregnancy when my normal shirts don't quite fit but my maternity shirts are still too big. All my normal jeans are way too big, so I'm mostly wearing my maternity pants at least I can manage to keep them pulled up. On a related note the baby has been very active! I guess s/he likes Thanksgiving as much as I do. After this week though, I'm not entirely sure what I am going to be able to eat... You've seen the list of aversions (fish, chicken, pork, eggs, pumpkin, nuts) now add bar-b-que sauce and hamburgers to it. I'm pretty much down to produce, cheese and chocolate. I'm feeling better, for the most part, lots of heart burn though (not really an issue until 8mo with Kay), I think I've only taken one anti-nausea pill since I've been here. But we've been doing so much running around I'm exhausted! Kay is so worn out by Nanny-PawPa she doesn't even move until 7. Which is really nice since we are sharing a room.
Kaylee is usually a pretty wound-up child. I'm pretty sure the only time she is quiet and acts her best is with my parents. We have let her run the house, but we are taking back control... Change has been slow, since she has reigned uncontested for the past 2 years... But 'the spank' is working. So she's always been a little on the wild side... That is until Granny's house. Oh. this. girl... She is a maniac! She just runs and hollers and sings until she crashes. My mom always used to say we were such perfect children, until we were around Granny, then we became the most unruly gang of screaming banshees. I can finally see it. Kay is so excited and Granny really lets her do almost anything she wants. Kay is having so much fun, it's hard to step in and discipline when she needs it, buttttttt I've done it. :D
Another answer to prayer, is that Frank will have some time off for Christmas! He is going to come home, since it would be ridiculously expensive for Kay and I to go there... The absolute! best! part of all is that he is going to be home in time to go with me for the anatomy ultrasound!!!!!!!! So we get to find out TOGETHER the baby's sex... Although I already have a strong feeling about it... I'm excited!
I suppose I should tell Day 19's story... I know, I know, it's been a long time coming, and I keep promising it... Lucky for you I am typing this on my new computer and not on the phone... (Black Friday specials and stories to come :)
So. I have been a little nervous about moving back in with my parents. They are great people and I love them dearly.They aren't, um, upset or turned off by our awakening, but then again, we don't really talk about it, or anything of major importance, for that matter, as a family. My dad is a huge cynic. He doesn't like organized religion. He grew up in a uber conservative church in the cornfields of Indiana... I don't really blame him. Anyways, he's pretty anti-church, and hasn't really understood our desire to go to church. So I was nervous to pray in front of them, like at dinner, or do things of a spiritual nature with them, talk doctrine, etc. A few day prior to Nov. 19 (you know, day 19) I had heard through the family grapevine, that my dad had said he felt like he needed to go back to church. I was elated to see the Spirit's work and encouraged about moving in, and hopeful that Kay and I would be able to encourage my family and the Lord would continue His work. Saturday rolled around and Frank left that morning. That night my mom and I fixed dinner and I overheard my dad tell Josh not to stay out too late because the next morning we were all going to church. I was instantly in the same room. I think I ran, I don't remember. In my mind I casually asked what and where, something to that effect, and dad said they were coming to church with me. Um ok. Time to eat. All I could think about was asking to pray over the meal. Kay, Dad and Josh were all sitting down, my mom was still fixing plates, and I'm trying to wait for her to come over to the table before asking. My dad starts to feed Kay and she starts saying "Payyy, Payyy!" My dad says, "Oh, peas?" Tries to feed her a bite, Kay says "No!" then looks at me and says "Pay Mommy." I wasn't entirely sure what she was saying, but asked, "Do you want to pRay, Kaylee?"Kay shakes her head and says Yep then holds out her hands to my dad and mom. So my dad prays over the meal. But how cool is that? Kay has not only gotten used to Frank and I praying over meals but she knows before we eat, we pray.
So I suppose I should move on to catching up...
Day 24 (Thanksgiving Day)
Today I am thankful for the day and what it means. A day to celebrate what you are thankful for and be reminded of all your blessings. A day each year that causes families to drive 14 hours to spend time together. I am also thankful for God's redeeming love and grace. And thankful that through Christ we have the ability to forgive people when they don't deserve it. I am thankful for the strength to endure the day without Frank.
Day 25 (Black Friday)
Today I am thankful for a good deal! We were in desperate need of a new laptop... Our laptop fell out of the truck during our last trip to Indiana, there was some surface damage and it worked for 2 weeks. But now it won't turn on. Pampered Chef needs a computer to work. I need a computer to waste time on pinterest properly. You know, the important stuff. Well... I dragged Josh to the Walmart in Portland, In. at 9:30 Thanksgiving night and stood in line until 12 for an onsale hp. We also managed to buy Kay way too many toys. I really liked this Little People Dance 'n Twirl Palace, on sale for $20. We made a pile and watched the surrounding madness. I wasn't sure about getting this toy for Kay until I looked up the regular retail price... $90! Um, heck yea, I was buying it! We got a few other things, like the $2.84 Waffle Iron someone was assaulted and arrested over, a mega playdoh set, you know, the essentials. Checkout: Of course I watch each item, to make sure it rings up right, then she scans the Palace. $9! What?! A $90 toy for $9?! So I am not sure what the better deal was, the laptop or Kay's Christmas present.
Day 26
Today I am thankful for my Uncle Bob. We desperately needed front brakes, and when Frank found out I was planning on driving all the way to Indiana without getting new ones, he was maddd. I mentioned the brakes to my Gramps and he made me an appointment for Tuesday at his usual place. Then my Uncle found out I needed brakes. Well! That man! He replaced them for me! Instead of paying $150, I paid $25 for new (Um, I think) shoes... (or pads... or whatever). But what a deal! And our truck is running wonderfully and now Frank doesn't have to worry about us driving home!
Day 27
Today I am thankful Kaylee naps. Oh this child is so rambunctious! We all need a few hours break. In fact, she just woke up and now I am wishing I had napped too. I'm not going to make it to 9!
I am also thankful I am not the same person I used to be. I am thankful for the Lord's transforming work and that He still is not finished with me. I look forward to growth and the next glory!
Also... I need to start and work on my list of things to do while Frank is gone and I have nothing but time on my hands... (um, sarcasm)
I have about 8 books, that I want to read, immediately.
I want to learn how to use a sewing machine.
I want to make a wreath.
I want to make Kay a hairbow/clip container.
I want to go to Ohio and visit my Aunt Lisa :) and others
And that's all I can think of for now... for the list and the post. Ah, see you again, tomorrow. And everyday until Wednesday and then I quit! I am never doing a month thing like this again!
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Day 23
It's 12:33 November 24th. Making Day 23 a fail. I started a huge blog today, telling Day 19's story, well at least that was my intention... as I never made it past the opening sentence. Again, fail. Today altogether was a failure. I failed to make it to Bluffton for Heyerley's doughnuts, best ever. I failed to go to Walmart and get face soap, which is epic since this baby is giving me bad skin. I failed to remember bread the first time at the store. I failed to listen and communicate with my husband and picked a massive fight. And as we were fighting I was trying to think what can I possibly be thankful for today? And just now, while, er, typing this I had a revelation!
Day 23
Today I am thankful I'm not perfect! What a high standard! I am thankful for second, third, fourth, ok, one hundredth chances. I am thankful for tomorrow (the hypothetical). I am thankful that His mercies are new each morning. Because Lord knows, I need them! I am thankful for off days and in times when I need to lean on the Lord more. Which seems to be a lot lately. One thing about being pregnant, alone and around the holidays, you tend to look to Him for strength more than within. It's been a good lesson.
So that my friends is the precursor for tomorrow, the big Thankful day. Eh. 23 days makes you less excited. My dad always wants us to say what we are Thankful for before we eat, I'm thinking a lot of people do this, but this year I'm gonna give them the link to my blog. And say "There! 23 days worth! Kablam! Read it on your own time! Let's eat!" Then everyone will cheer and I'll stuff my happy face. I've put a lot of thought into it, can't you tell?
Stay tuned for tomorrow and the rest of the month. It's almost over!
Day 23
Today I am thankful I'm not perfect! What a high standard! I am thankful for second, third, fourth, ok, one hundredth chances. I am thankful for tomorrow (the hypothetical). I am thankful that His mercies are new each morning. Because Lord knows, I need them! I am thankful for off days and in times when I need to lean on the Lord more. Which seems to be a lot lately. One thing about being pregnant, alone and around the holidays, you tend to look to Him for strength more than within. It's been a good lesson.
So that my friends is the precursor for tomorrow, the big Thankful day. Eh. 23 days makes you less excited. My dad always wants us to say what we are Thankful for before we eat, I'm thinking a lot of people do this, but this year I'm gonna give them the link to my blog. And say "There! 23 days worth! Kablam! Read it on your own time! Let's eat!" Then everyone will cheer and I'll stuff my happy face. I've put a lot of thought into it, can't you tell?
Stay tuned for tomorrow and the rest of the month. It's almost over!
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Day 22
Another brief post tonight. Look, it's been a long few days, cut a girl some slack. I can't pull all-nighters anymore, ok well if I'm on mom-duty but otherwise, no. Sorry.
Day 22
Today I am thankful for a safe 14 hour car trip to Indiana. It rained all day, traffic was bad but we made it. You probably don't know this about me, mostly cause I suppress it, but I'm a closet-road-rager. Seriously, I get it from Troy, possibly genetic, they're still testing. Anyways, since having Kay I've managed to tone my screaming down to the occasional mumble, and head or fist shake. Ohio tested my patience like nobody's business. Listen, I'm supposed to be a sweet, laid-back Southerner but these people, who insisted on drive 45 in a 65 really ticked me off! My frustration was also fueled by my raging pregnancy hormones, which really could have been an issue because I'm already a mean pregnant lady. I also managed to avoid getting pulled over! Possibly the first time ever in the past 10 years. No car trouble, praise the Lord! since we are in desperate need of front brakes, smart, I know. But I did get the oil changed before I left, there's gotta be some sort of bonus points. I also didn't hit anything, brother, deer, another car....Winning!
So all in all a safe trip and happy to be at Granny's for a long visit. I'm just wondering how we're gonna get home, cause I am totally not driving back!
Day 22
Today I am thankful for a safe 14 hour car trip to Indiana. It rained all day, traffic was bad but we made it. You probably don't know this about me, mostly cause I suppress it, but I'm a closet-road-rager. Seriously, I get it from Troy, possibly genetic, they're still testing. Anyways, since having Kay I've managed to tone my screaming down to the occasional mumble, and head or fist shake. Ohio tested my patience like nobody's business. Listen, I'm supposed to be a sweet, laid-back Southerner but these people, who insisted on drive 45 in a 65 really ticked me off! My frustration was also fueled by my raging pregnancy hormones, which really could have been an issue because I'm already a mean pregnant lady. I also managed to avoid getting pulled over! Possibly the first time ever in the past 10 years. No car trouble, praise the Lord! since we are in desperate need of front brakes, smart, I know. But I did get the oil changed before I left, there's gotta be some sort of bonus points. I also didn't hit anything, brother, deer, another car....Winning!
So all in all a safe trip and happy to be at Granny's for a long visit. I'm just wondering how we're gonna get home, cause I am totally not driving back!
Monday, November 21, 2011
Day 21
4am is coming early - meaning that's when we are leaving for the frozen Indiana tundra. So short again today. Hopefully things calm down soon and I can manage to write a proper day.
Update on Frank- thank you for all the prayers! Start date for school is December 7, and he has an earlier graduation date! Praying for approved liberty for our trip to Texas Dec. 1-5 so he can spend the weened with us!
Day 21
Today I'm thankful to be a Carolina Girl again. I'm proud to be from the sweet southern state of North Carolina! It may not seem like much, but when you're from Carolina and living in the Commonwealth, the feat of moving home is worthy of it's own day. I also love how my accent has come back with a vengeance, y'all are in fer it!
Update on Frank- thank you for all the prayers! Start date for school is December 7, and he has an earlier graduation date! Praying for approved liberty for our trip to Texas Dec. 1-5 so he can spend the weened with us!
Day 21
Today I'm thankful to be a Carolina Girl again. I'm proud to be from the sweet southern state of North Carolina! It may not seem like much, but when you're from Carolina and living in the Commonwealth, the feat of moving home is worthy of it's own day. I also love how my accent has come back with a vengeance, y'all are in fer it!
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Day 20
All the promised things from yesterday, let's just carry those over another day....
Day 20.
I'm thankful for rest. Thankful that through the heartburn, nausea, several trips to the bathroom each night, and soothing our toddler I can still be refreshed. I'm not solely speaking of physical rest, but the rest in Christ Jesus! After blogging I was filled by His joy and He granted me physical rest as well! I love that God cares for us in all facets of life! He is so good! Praying for another restful night and for His energy in the morning.
Day 20.
I'm thankful for rest. Thankful that through the heartburn, nausea, several trips to the bathroom each night, and soothing our toddler I can still be refreshed. I'm not solely speaking of physical rest, but the rest in Christ Jesus! After blogging I was filled by His joy and He granted me physical rest as well! I love that God cares for us in all facets of life! He is so good! Praying for another restful night and for His energy in the morning.
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Day 19
Lots to say but I'm too tired to write all you deserve. Here's a very small highlight and the day 19 but my amazing story of answered prayer will have to wait until tomorrow.
Frank left this morning. Kinda sucks, I'm not gonna lie. But as I was bawling my eyes out while driving home from the airport, I prayed. I specifically prayed for God's Strength and Peace and wouldn't you know, He answered. Like instantly. Today wasn't perfect and I probably wasn't my normal bubbly self but I did manage to laugh, smile, exercise, answer the phone and text people back. All big steps for me when I'm down. The best part is knowing 100% the peace and strength came from God. I never had this peace when Frank was in Haiti. Also, I love that God drew me near today. I constantly had a song of praise in my heart and on my lips and my desire to read and spend time in God's word was amazingly strong.
Which in turn brings me to Day 19. I'm thankful for the aforementioned strength, peace and love the Lord showered on me today.
I am also thankful for.... Frank having a safe flight and transportation to base. I am
thankful for the amazing thing that happened at dinner, which I will share tomorrow. And I am so Thankful for all my friends that encouraged me today. I appreciate all of your friendships and I love you! Thank you for checking in on me!
Now. So I don't forget.... Story tomorrow. And I am making a list of things I want to do while Frank is gone.... To keep me busy.... I blame pinterest but I have this intense desire to learn how to use a sewing machine and make a wreath. So I will be writing a sort of bucket list tomorrow as well. In the meantime, please pray for us. We did learn of some uncertainty as to when school will be starting. We were told Monday by the Detailer but are now being told possibly not until January. We know God has a plan and He is in control. We trust Frank will be done with school and home in time for the birth of baby 2. Maybe this is God's answer to, what seems our now biggest decision, where to have the baby? Side note, this baby is a mover! S/He is pushing and squirming everywhere!
See you all in church tomorrow... If you're there you'll see first hand God's answer to prayer! <3
Frank left this morning. Kinda sucks, I'm not gonna lie. But as I was bawling my eyes out while driving home from the airport, I prayed. I specifically prayed for God's Strength and Peace and wouldn't you know, He answered. Like instantly. Today wasn't perfect and I probably wasn't my normal bubbly self but I did manage to laugh, smile, exercise, answer the phone and text people back. All big steps for me when I'm down. The best part is knowing 100% the peace and strength came from God. I never had this peace when Frank was in Haiti. Also, I love that God drew me near today. I constantly had a song of praise in my heart and on my lips and my desire to read and spend time in God's word was amazingly strong.
Which in turn brings me to Day 19. I'm thankful for the aforementioned strength, peace and love the Lord showered on me today.
I am also thankful for.... Frank having a safe flight and transportation to base. I am
thankful for the amazing thing that happened at dinner, which I will share tomorrow. And I am so Thankful for all my friends that encouraged me today. I appreciate all of your friendships and I love you! Thank you for checking in on me!
Now. So I don't forget.... Story tomorrow. And I am making a list of things I want to do while Frank is gone.... To keep me busy.... I blame pinterest but I have this intense desire to learn how to use a sewing machine and make a wreath. So I will be writing a sort of bucket list tomorrow as well. In the meantime, please pray for us. We did learn of some uncertainty as to when school will be starting. We were told Monday by the Detailer but are now being told possibly not until January. We know God has a plan and He is in control. We trust Frank will be done with school and home in time for the birth of baby 2. Maybe this is God's answer to, what seems our now biggest decision, where to have the baby? Side note, this baby is a mover! S/He is pushing and squirming everywhere!
See you all in church tomorrow... If you're there you'll see first hand God's answer to prayer! <3
Friday, November 18, 2011
16, 17 & 18
I've fallen off the blog radar the past two days. Fail. But with good reason. We finally moved.
After the inspection from hell on Monday I recruited Frank's help and by our combined efforts on Wednesday evening we transformed our mess into mover ready. Wednesday started with a trip to the baby doctor, and again I saw a nurse. Not happy. I feel like I should at least be seen once by a doctor. Yea, yea I've done this before but it's about peace of mind, right. Right? So we heard what sounded like a galloping pony in my womb. I've only gained 1 pound, which is good by my standards but the nurse said I need to gain a pound a week... I'm not so sure if I can do that, food is still gross and I'm still feeling nauseous, everyday. But the baby is healthy and I need to schedule the anatomy ultrasound today.
We had dinner with the Harpers that night, then started packing, organizing and picking up about 8. 5 & 1/2 hours later we dragged our exhausted butts to bed.
Thursday we were up early waiting for the movers and loading 4 months worth of toys, books and clothes into our truck. Two women showed up at 8 to start packing. Frank went off for doughnuts and I packed up the Kitchen Aid and my pots & pans. These women were so quick! I packed said things in the time it took Miss. Diane to pack up the rest of the kitchen. Progress in Kaylee's room was beyond fast. About 9:30, three young guys knocked on our door, movers. They jumped right in. Frank and I were definitely in the way. The floors were littered with packing materials but the corners of rooms and clear up to the ceiling were stacked with neatly packed boxes. It was a whirlwind of movement and just watching made me exhausted. At 1 two more guys and another truck showed up. Loading started and all the guys scurrying back and forth with dollies and boxes brought out the curious neighbors. Fast forward to 3:30, everything we've managed to accumulate in 2 and 1/2 years of marriage was gone. We spent an hour or so cleaning then collapsed on our empty bedroom floor. Then the baby started moving. It wasn't like the little flutter you feel at first it was like a full blown turn over and stretch out. It was so much movement Frank could feel it. We peeled ourselves off the floor and drove to our new temporary home.
Today is our last day together. Frank leaves tomorrow morning and I'm trying to hold it together. This is the first time we've had time to prepare for a separation. When Frank left for Haiti after Kay was born, we had about a 24 hour notice. That was so much easier. Compared to last time, this has been torture. He's did his last checkout this morning and is on his way home to start our adventure. Happy Feet 2 comes out today, he wants to take Kay so I'm sure we will end up there.
That means I'm running out of time and should start my thankful bit...
Day 16
Today I am thankful for Frank's friends. This is strange, I know. But when we got married and stopped partying he felt like he lost his navy buddies. He made some friends at church but they didn't hang out a lot. In the past 6 months though those friendships and more have grown incredibly. I'm thankful that he has friends to be accountable to, and to share with. And that they love him. And now I am crying.
Day 17
Today I am thankful for the Navy, yes you read that right, the U.S. Navy. Thankful that they are training Frank. Thankful they hire movers that pack for you, load, transport, unload and put back together. I'm thankful for our medical coverage and never having to worry about medication or doctor bills. Military life is synonymous with sacrifice but they take good care of us in return.
Day 18
And finally today. I'm thankful for this last day with my husband. Not having to worry about any obligations or stresses. Everything has been done and taken care of and we're going to have a fun and relaxing day together as a family.
And now, until tomorrow I'm back off the grid. See you jokers tomorrow.
After the inspection from hell on Monday I recruited Frank's help and by our combined efforts on Wednesday evening we transformed our mess into mover ready. Wednesday started with a trip to the baby doctor, and again I saw a nurse. Not happy. I feel like I should at least be seen once by a doctor. Yea, yea I've done this before but it's about peace of mind, right. Right? So we heard what sounded like a galloping pony in my womb. I've only gained 1 pound, which is good by my standards but the nurse said I need to gain a pound a week... I'm not so sure if I can do that, food is still gross and I'm still feeling nauseous, everyday. But the baby is healthy and I need to schedule the anatomy ultrasound today.
We had dinner with the Harpers that night, then started packing, organizing and picking up about 8. 5 & 1/2 hours later we dragged our exhausted butts to bed.
Thursday we were up early waiting for the movers and loading 4 months worth of toys, books and clothes into our truck. Two women showed up at 8 to start packing. Frank went off for doughnuts and I packed up the Kitchen Aid and my pots & pans. These women were so quick! I packed said things in the time it took Miss. Diane to pack up the rest of the kitchen. Progress in Kaylee's room was beyond fast. About 9:30, three young guys knocked on our door, movers. They jumped right in. Frank and I were definitely in the way. The floors were littered with packing materials but the corners of rooms and clear up to the ceiling were stacked with neatly packed boxes. It was a whirlwind of movement and just watching made me exhausted. At 1 two more guys and another truck showed up. Loading started and all the guys scurrying back and forth with dollies and boxes brought out the curious neighbors. Fast forward to 3:30, everything we've managed to accumulate in 2 and 1/2 years of marriage was gone. We spent an hour or so cleaning then collapsed on our empty bedroom floor. Then the baby started moving. It wasn't like the little flutter you feel at first it was like a full blown turn over and stretch out. It was so much movement Frank could feel it. We peeled ourselves off the floor and drove to our new temporary home.
Today is our last day together. Frank leaves tomorrow morning and I'm trying to hold it together. This is the first time we've had time to prepare for a separation. When Frank left for Haiti after Kay was born, we had about a 24 hour notice. That was so much easier. Compared to last time, this has been torture. He's did his last checkout this morning and is on his way home to start our adventure. Happy Feet 2 comes out today, he wants to take Kay so I'm sure we will end up there.
That means I'm running out of time and should start my thankful bit...
Day 16
Today I am thankful for Frank's friends. This is strange, I know. But when we got married and stopped partying he felt like he lost his navy buddies. He made some friends at church but they didn't hang out a lot. In the past 6 months though those friendships and more have grown incredibly. I'm thankful that he has friends to be accountable to, and to share with. And that they love him. And now I am crying.
Day 17
Today I am thankful for the Navy, yes you read that right, the U.S. Navy. Thankful that they are training Frank. Thankful they hire movers that pack for you, load, transport, unload and put back together. I'm thankful for our medical coverage and never having to worry about medication or doctor bills. Military life is synonymous with sacrifice but they take good care of us in return.
Day 18
And finally today. I'm thankful for this last day with my husband. Not having to worry about any obligations or stresses. Everything has been done and taken care of and we're going to have a fun and relaxing day together as a family.
And now, until tomorrow I'm back off the grid. See you jokers tomorrow.
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Day 15
So today is gonna be short. We're down to 3 full days.
I spent the majority of my day on pinterest! Man what a lovely time sucker! Of course I had to quit when Frank came home from work.
Day 15
Today I am thankful for my in-laws. They are so good to us, giving, generous, kind and thoughtful. I am blessed by their love and support.
I spent the majority of my day on pinterest! Man what a lovely time sucker! Of course I had to quit when Frank came home from work.
Day 15
Today I am thankful for my in-laws. They are so good to us, giving, generous, kind and thoughtful. I am blessed by their love and support.
Monday, November 14, 2011
Day 14
Two whole weeks of this nonsense! My award just turned into a trophy!
There were not enough hours in the day today to accomplish everything that should have gotten done. The house work suffered again, and at this point who cares? We move on Thursday and I don't have to do anything! I'm gonna sit on my pregnant butt all day and do what I do best, give directions! Anyways, the move-surveyor did not appreciate our untidy house and was very snobistic about the whole thing. I was feeling very pregnant and pretty rude by 4, I didn't get my nap. And told him, 3 weeks ago we found out we were moving and life has been happening since then! I was not about to flake out on some very important things to organize some paperwork. It'll get done by Thursday. And now my body is hating me. After another run-around type day, which included some cleaning and baking, and a beautiful baby shower for my lovely friend, and faithful reader Heather, I came home and cleaned. What was I thinking?! I know! I did laundry and dishes and picked up toys and shoes and instead of being my usual worn out, I'm exhausted! I still have reading to do too before I can officially declare today a success! So with that....
Day 14
Today I am thankful for my Grandparents.
My dad's parents, the Moser side, has always kept life interesting. They're always going somewhere new and exciting! My Grandma Jan taught me everything there is to know about Washington DC, St. Louis, Judy Garland, Rogers & Hammerstein, fish and many more things I am forgetting. I will never forget all the times my Grandpa Tom let me drive the boat, often detrimental to his billfold, tease us, unmercifully, and holler when we stole his candy as kids and Canadian as teens. But seriously, there was no seriousness allowed, I guess that's where I get my sometimes-over-the-top humor from.
My mom's parents, the Bookers, although I sometimes forget their last name, have always been Granny and Gramps. I have always been close to my Granny. Probably just as much as my mom. We talk almost everyday and she is one of my very best friends. As a kid I loved spending time with them. They always let me run wild and now I see how wild Kay is when she's with them. It's like there's a totally different kid in there. But my Granny always made everything fun and entertaining. My Gramps always let me do things I wasn't supposed to do either, like watch Law & Order as a kid. I would have to stay awake all night I was so afraid! He always encouraged me to read and we still pass books. I admire their faith, marriage and work ethic.
I am so thankful for all of my grandparents and everything they've taught me through the years! They're the best!!
There were not enough hours in the day today to accomplish everything that should have gotten done. The house work suffered again, and at this point who cares? We move on Thursday and I don't have to do anything! I'm gonna sit on my pregnant butt all day and do what I do best, give directions! Anyways, the move-surveyor did not appreciate our untidy house and was very snobistic about the whole thing. I was feeling very pregnant and pretty rude by 4, I didn't get my nap. And told him, 3 weeks ago we found out we were moving and life has been happening since then! I was not about to flake out on some very important things to organize some paperwork. It'll get done by Thursday. And now my body is hating me. After another run-around type day, which included some cleaning and baking, and a beautiful baby shower for my lovely friend, and faithful reader Heather, I came home and cleaned. What was I thinking?! I know! I did laundry and dishes and picked up toys and shoes and instead of being my usual worn out, I'm exhausted! I still have reading to do too before I can officially declare today a success! So with that....
Day 14
Today I am thankful for my Grandparents.
My dad's parents, the Moser side, has always kept life interesting. They're always going somewhere new and exciting! My Grandma Jan taught me everything there is to know about Washington DC, St. Louis, Judy Garland, Rogers & Hammerstein, fish and many more things I am forgetting. I will never forget all the times my Grandpa Tom let me drive the boat, often detrimental to his billfold, tease us, unmercifully, and holler when we stole his candy as kids and Canadian as teens. But seriously, there was no seriousness allowed, I guess that's where I get my sometimes-over-the-top humor from.
My mom's parents, the Bookers, although I sometimes forget their last name, have always been Granny and Gramps. I have always been close to my Granny. Probably just as much as my mom. We talk almost everyday and she is one of my very best friends. As a kid I loved spending time with them. They always let me run wild and now I see how wild Kay is when she's with them. It's like there's a totally different kid in there. But my Granny always made everything fun and entertaining. My Gramps always let me do things I wasn't supposed to do either, like watch Law & Order as a kid. I would have to stay awake all night I was so afraid! He always encouraged me to read and we still pass books. I admire their faith, marriage and work ethic.
I am so thankful for all of my grandparents and everything they've taught me through the years! They're the best!!
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Day 13
Today I'm jumping right in... I'm thankful for my Care Group friends. I am so thankful for the amazing friends we have made in the past 18 months at Community Church of Chesapeake. I cherish their friendships and we will miss our friends dearly. I love how they care after us, checking in and praying for our needs. Our family has been so incredibly blessed by each of them. I pray God continues to bless them beyond their expectations.
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Day 12
Another frightfully long day. Posts this week as Frank prepares to leave will be short as well...
Day 11
Today I am thankful for my family. As crazy as they are, they're pretty special. Even though I often give my parents a hard time for not stopping after having the perfect child (me) I love all 3 of my brothers to death! They still know how to push my buttons but they're the closest friends I've ever had. They are great uncles to Kaylee and she adores them. My parents are wonderful. They are generous and funny, I still remember the first time I realized they were funny people. They live for the weekends they keep Kay and she loves her Grumpy & Lolli probably more than she loves Frank and I ;)
Day 11
Today I am thankful for my family. As crazy as they are, they're pretty special. Even though I often give my parents a hard time for not stopping after having the perfect child (me) I love all 3 of my brothers to death! They still know how to push my buttons but they're the closest friends I've ever had. They are great uncles to Kaylee and she adores them. My parents are wonderful. They are generous and funny, I still remember the first time I realized they were funny people. They live for the weekends they keep Kay and she loves her Grumpy & Lolli probably more than she loves Frank and I ;)
Friday, November 11, 2011
Day 11
Good evening faithful readers. I hope your Veteran's Day was more relaxing than ours. Poor Frank got a reprieve from normal working obligations to get sucked into kitchen duty in our personal galley. Since Frank leaves in less than or about (we still don't know for sure) a week we're celebrating Kay's 2nd birthday a month early tomorrow night. So today we prepared for the big party. 12 hours worth of preparations mind you. Seriously, I started butchering the beef at 9:30 this morning. My to do list this morning was daunting but my husband was the hero of the day, if it wasn't for him I would still be in the kitchen. Stupid Walmart doesn't stock pre-shredded cabbage for coleslaw so Frank spent 2+ hours with the Ultimate Mandolin and 2 heads of the bless-ed stuff. Anyways, I'm beyond exhausted and I think I will be adding 'kitchen' to my list of aversions.
I had better see all you rsvp-ers tomorrow night!
Day 11
Being Veteran's Day it seems appropriate to use the freebie and be Thankful for the members of our Armed Forces, past and present. I am Thankful for my Freedom, which was not free. I am proud to be an American and military wife and sister. I am thankful for the men and women who gave their lives defending our country, and praying a special blessing over their families today and always! I am thankful for the many sacrifices our deployed soldiers make each day. I am thankful for the parents who let their children go. I am thankful for the wives and families of the service members who support their loved ones. I pray God blesses our military service members and their families.
God Bless. Until tomorrow's madness...
I had better see all you rsvp-ers tomorrow night!
Day 11
Being Veteran's Day it seems appropriate to use the freebie and be Thankful for the members of our Armed Forces, past and present. I am Thankful for my Freedom, which was not free. I am proud to be an American and military wife and sister. I am thankful for the men and women who gave their lives defending our country, and praying a special blessing over their families today and always! I am thankful for the many sacrifices our deployed soldiers make each day. I am thankful for the parents who let their children go. I am thankful for the wives and families of the service members who support their loved ones. I pray God blesses our military service members and their families.
God Bless. Until tomorrow's madness...
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Day 10
Here is your warning, today's post will be extra long. Why? I'm glad you asked. I have 3 hours to burn in this booth at Buffalo Wild Wings. Let me start at the beginning....
Sleep was in short supply last night. Kay spent the better part of 2 hours awake, whining, and needed 2 potty breaks. I spent those two hours soothing, wiping and catching up on laundry. It also turned into an early morning when Frank's reenlistment ceremony was pushed up an hour without notice. Dear Navy, thanks for that... Now I have been to Frank's new shop once in the past year, the first time being last week. It was supposed to be a quick trip to the NEX so I didn't worry about fixing my hair or makeup. I just grabbed my purse and the kid and ran out the door. So needless to say I was a hot mess. Determined not to look like a slob today I got up and busy, straightening my hair, putting on makeup - I even used eye liner, and wore my pretty red flats. And all this before 7, am. The ceremony was a success, they let him sign back up - yay for a job for the next 3 years! My husband had begged a Texas sheet cake out of me for the occasion, it was a big hit. But the 8am ceremony cake (somebody else also re-uped this morning) and doughnuts had everybody sugared up, so we had cake left over. You may not know this next bit but we're currently negotiating Frank's adoption into the Turner family, under what capacity though, we're not sure. So some of the left over cake went to (possibly Brother) Mike Turner at Portsmouth Naval.
By this time it was 11, am. And finally my favorite time of the day, second only to bed time, nap time! Unfortunately, it was entirely too short and briefly interrupted by a Kay potty break and then a ringing phone. Lunch occurred at Panera with the Best Man, of course, second to Frank, at our wedding, the infamous Nanni.
Home to menu plan for Saturday's party. After an hour and about double what I expected to spend, trip to Walmart later, I raced home to refrigerate a beef brisket as large as my toddler. This is where my evening went from winding down to gearing up for Thursday night football. At some point today Frank asked me if it would be ok if he went to B-dubs later to watch the game. Now 8:30 is approximately my bedtime but the looming reality of Frank's impending departure for school has interfered with normal operating procedures. At first I had zero idea the Chargers were playing, whoops, and just thought Frank wanted a pass on bath time (the kid's, that is). I wasn't happy about spending an evening apart for some random Thursday night game, of course I told him so. This is when I learned the Chargers were playing and thus made plans for child care so I could accompany my husband (to a place that serves; chicken, which I'm not eating, beer, which I can't drink and showing a game I have zero desire to watch since Peyton hasn't taken a snap all season).
So that's my day. On to Day 10.
Today I am Thankful for the blessing of this new baby. We are so excited, even through the sickness, for this miracle of life. We know God has a special plan for this child, just as He does for Kay and we are looking forward to bringing our children up knowing all of Christ and not Egypt.
Well all this blogging has eaten up my battery. The game isn't going well for the Chargers and it may mean an earlier night unless Norv can turn around the poor play calling. At this point it's hard to know what to cheer for, victory or bed time....
Just kidding Frankie!
Sleep was in short supply last night. Kay spent the better part of 2 hours awake, whining, and needed 2 potty breaks. I spent those two hours soothing, wiping and catching up on laundry. It also turned into an early morning when Frank's reenlistment ceremony was pushed up an hour without notice. Dear Navy, thanks for that... Now I have been to Frank's new shop once in the past year, the first time being last week. It was supposed to be a quick trip to the NEX so I didn't worry about fixing my hair or makeup. I just grabbed my purse and the kid and ran out the door. So needless to say I was a hot mess. Determined not to look like a slob today I got up and busy, straightening my hair, putting on makeup - I even used eye liner, and wore my pretty red flats. And all this before 7, am. The ceremony was a success, they let him sign back up - yay for a job for the next 3 years! My husband had begged a Texas sheet cake out of me for the occasion, it was a big hit. But the 8am ceremony cake (somebody else also re-uped this morning) and doughnuts had everybody sugared up, so we had cake left over. You may not know this next bit but we're currently negotiating Frank's adoption into the Turner family, under what capacity though, we're not sure. So some of the left over cake went to (possibly Brother) Mike Turner at Portsmouth Naval.
By this time it was 11, am. And finally my favorite time of the day, second only to bed time, nap time! Unfortunately, it was entirely too short and briefly interrupted by a Kay potty break and then a ringing phone. Lunch occurred at Panera with the Best Man, of course, second to Frank, at our wedding, the infamous Nanni.
Home to menu plan for Saturday's party. After an hour and about double what I expected to spend, trip to Walmart later, I raced home to refrigerate a beef brisket as large as my toddler. This is where my evening went from winding down to gearing up for Thursday night football. At some point today Frank asked me if it would be ok if he went to B-dubs later to watch the game. Now 8:30 is approximately my bedtime but the looming reality of Frank's impending departure for school has interfered with normal operating procedures. At first I had zero idea the Chargers were playing, whoops, and just thought Frank wanted a pass on bath time (the kid's, that is). I wasn't happy about spending an evening apart for some random Thursday night game, of course I told him so. This is when I learned the Chargers were playing and thus made plans for child care so I could accompany my husband (to a place that serves; chicken, which I'm not eating, beer, which I can't drink and showing a game I have zero desire to watch since Peyton hasn't taken a snap all season).
So that's my day. On to Day 10.
Today I am Thankful for the blessing of this new baby. We are so excited, even through the sickness, for this miracle of life. We know God has a special plan for this child, just as He does for Kay and we are looking forward to bringing our children up knowing all of Christ and not Egypt.
Well all this blogging has eaten up my battery. The game isn't going well for the Chargers and it may mean an earlier night unless Norv can turn around the poor play calling. At this point it's hard to know what to cheer for, victory or bed time....
Just kidding Frankie!
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Day 9
Ugh. I am not a cheerful pregnant woman. I didn't 'enjoy' being pregnant with Kaylee and this time around is just as miserable, probably worse. I will never understand why women say such wonderful things about being pregnant. First you're sick all the stinking time! Not eating makes me vomit, eating makes me nauseous. There's no happy medium. When I was pregnant with Kay I lost 10 pounds during the first trimester, so far this time I've lost 13. I also have zero appetite and aversions to everything. I already don't eat eggs or fish, I don't really like milk. In addition to my normal eating habits I'm having aversions to; chicken, pork, nuts and pumpkin. I'm also having horrible pregnancy brain, I can only imagine it gets progressively worse with each child. My hands and feet aren't swelling yet, and last time it was only my fingers but still. Or the multiple bathroom trips during the night. Ah! How can you revel in those kinds of things? The other thing I just absolutely hated was random strangers touching my pregnant stomach. It's my personal space! Back off! Women would accost me all the time, put their hands all over my belly and just have a conversation with me. Once while in a bathroom at a restaurant, I was so fed up with being part of the local petting zoo, I put my hands on the woman's stomach who thought it oh so appropriate to touch me. She didn't even blink. She just asked all her questions and then let me on my way. What is wrong with people these days?! I'm 3 days from 16 weeks, there's got to be a respite in site, right?
No new rants today besides this kid. I'm wondering how soon is too soon to start timeouts? Of course I'm kidding, mostly.
Day 9
Today I'm Thankful the Lord gave us Kaylee. She has been the very best blessing. Her conception changed everything in my life, all for the better. Not only in my life but in our families' as well. God also uses her to teach me the most amazing lessons about love, patience, joy, listening, discipline and the list goes on and on.
See you folks tomorrow! <3
No new rants today besides this kid. I'm wondering how soon is too soon to start timeouts? Of course I'm kidding, mostly.
Day 9
Today I'm Thankful the Lord gave us Kaylee. She has been the very best blessing. Her conception changed everything in my life, all for the better. Not only in my life but in our families' as well. God also uses her to teach me the most amazing lessons about love, patience, joy, listening, discipline and the list goes on and on.
See you folks tomorrow! <3
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Day 8
So today I have doubled my expectations for posts this month. Go me!
Today was action packed! We started out at the Broken Egg for free birthday breakfast at 7 and spent one an entire hour at home during the day. We shopped, visited, and shopped some more. I got the final few things for the party on Saturday, and loved on Walmart for stocking the Snow White doll, that I searched high and low for on Monday. It was marked $10, but rang up $6. And I was finally glad Snow White isn't considered the 'popular princess'... We shopped for maternity clothes :) successfully, I might add! I'm so excited to start wearing my new clothes! (And they were all paid for by my generous mother-in-law!) We traded in some old movies and got Cars 2 for $4. We stopped by Old Navy, I'm always so glad I do, all their outerwear is 50% off and I got a 30% off coupon in my email. They let me use them together and we got Kay a nice warm coat with a hood for $12! I also used the coupon at home and got an on-sale maternity fleece for $14! Woo hoo! I love good deals! Poor Frank passed out before 9 to Monsters Inc. and Kay went down without a fight as soon as it ended. So it's been a good day, a long one but really fun. There are all my good remarks for the day, on to the juicy stuff.
I've got a HUGE rant that I always, always think about but never say anything. But today I've had enough! Maybe the Ramp has rubbed off Frank and on to me, but if this offends you, I don't care. If you post anywhere that you are thankful for G-d, or anytime you post and you don't have the balls to type His ENTIRE Almighty name, you're better off not posting anything at all. Jesus said "but everyone who denies me here on earth, I will also deny before my Father (notice how there's no ---- in His name?!) in heaven." (Matt 10:33) You are like the church of Laodicea from Revelation... "But since you are like lukewarm water, neither hot nor cold, I will spit you out of my mouth!" (Rev. 3:16) I wonder if your name will appear ------- in the Book of Life? "And anyone whose name was not found recorded in the Book of Life was thrown into the lake of fire." (Rev. 20:15) Whew. Now. I have thought a lot about this. I have tried to justify this person, thinking they were trying to be courteous to non-believers, or they want to maintain a professional appearance for job related reasons, but the more I think about it, the more pissed it makes me! Jesus' life on earth-REAL, His crucifixion, suffering and blood-ALL REAL, His resurrection-REAL! Praise the
Lord! He conquered death! But that little hyphen in the center of His name, where you are too ashamed to claim His victory, one day He will conquer that too. We as believers should be SHOUTING GOD'S glory from the rooftops and to everyone! Whether they listen or not, because He came to the earth, not to live, but to DIE, for YOU! And HE is REAL!!!!!! Claim Him! ALL of HIM!
I feel like I should insert a pause here. So please, wait with me.
...
Day 8
Today I am Thankful for God's joy! He has given me victory over this life through His precious blood and I will not waste it. It may not be popular to profess His name is such a bold manner, and this is very, very new to me (like 30 seconds new), but Jesus wasn't popular either. He was stoned, beaten, and ultimately murdered. He and the disciples were outcasts. But you know, I'd rather be an outcast like my Lord and Savior than be thrown into that lake of fire. And because of everything He accomplished for me on that cross I have His Joy! A joy that overflows!
Philippians 4:4
Rejoice in the Lord always! I will say it again: Rejoice!
Today was action packed! We started out at the Broken Egg for free birthday breakfast at 7 and spent one an entire hour at home during the day. We shopped, visited, and shopped some more. I got the final few things for the party on Saturday, and loved on Walmart for stocking the Snow White doll, that I searched high and low for on Monday. It was marked $10, but rang up $6. And I was finally glad Snow White isn't considered the 'popular princess'... We shopped for maternity clothes :) successfully, I might add! I'm so excited to start wearing my new clothes! (And they were all paid for by my generous mother-in-law!) We traded in some old movies and got Cars 2 for $4. We stopped by Old Navy, I'm always so glad I do, all their outerwear is 50% off and I got a 30% off coupon in my email. They let me use them together and we got Kay a nice warm coat with a hood for $12! I also used the coupon at home and got an on-sale maternity fleece for $14! Woo hoo! I love good deals! Poor Frank passed out before 9 to Monsters Inc. and Kay went down without a fight as soon as it ended. So it's been a good day, a long one but really fun. There are all my good remarks for the day, on to the juicy stuff.
I've got a HUGE rant that I always, always think about but never say anything. But today I've had enough! Maybe the Ramp has rubbed off Frank and on to me, but if this offends you, I don't care. If you post anywhere that you are thankful for G-d, or anytime you post and you don't have the balls to type His ENTIRE Almighty name, you're better off not posting anything at all. Jesus said "but everyone who denies me here on earth, I will also deny before my Father (notice how there's no ---- in His name?!) in heaven." (Matt 10:33) You are like the church of Laodicea from Revelation... "But since you are like lukewarm water, neither hot nor cold, I will spit you out of my mouth!" (Rev. 3:16) I wonder if your name will appear ------- in the Book of Life? "And anyone whose name was not found recorded in the Book of Life was thrown into the lake of fire." (Rev. 20:15) Whew. Now. I have thought a lot about this. I have tried to justify this person, thinking they were trying to be courteous to non-believers, or they want to maintain a professional appearance for job related reasons, but the more I think about it, the more pissed it makes me! Jesus' life on earth-REAL, His crucifixion, suffering and blood-ALL REAL, His resurrection-REAL! Praise the
Lord! He conquered death! But that little hyphen in the center of His name, where you are too ashamed to claim His victory, one day He will conquer that too. We as believers should be SHOUTING GOD'S glory from the rooftops and to everyone! Whether they listen or not, because He came to the earth, not to live, but to DIE, for YOU! And HE is REAL!!!!!! Claim Him! ALL of HIM!
I feel like I should insert a pause here. So please, wait with me.
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Day 8
Today I am Thankful for God's joy! He has given me victory over this life through His precious blood and I will not waste it. It may not be popular to profess His name is such a bold manner, and this is very, very new to me (like 30 seconds new), but Jesus wasn't popular either. He was stoned, beaten, and ultimately murdered. He and the disciples were outcasts. But you know, I'd rather be an outcast like my Lord and Savior than be thrown into that lake of fire. And because of everything He accomplished for me on that cross I have His Joy! A joy that overflows!
Philippians 4:4
Rejoice in the Lord always! I will say it again: Rejoice!
Monday, November 7, 2011
Day 7
Holy Cow today flew by while waiting for Frank to get home! Kay and I did lots of running around, shopping and zero cleaning. I'm down to the wire for my Day 7 so I had better just jump right in!
Day 7
Today (on my husband's birthday) I am Thankful for Frank. I just want to interject on my own item here and tell you about something I heard once in a sermon. The Pastor said not to be thankful you picked the right man, but thankful you picked the right God! Amen! Frank is by no means perfect, sorry honey, but because of Jesus we have an amazing marriage. I am so incredibly thankful Frank loves the Lord and is the spiritual leader in our family. I am thankful that Frank chooses to love me everyday, I'm sure it's not always easy. He is my own personal prayer warrior. He is my best friend. He is a wonderful father. And much, much more, but to be fair to you, I'll save you from the rest of this mush... Plus Frank probably wouldn't mind if I lavished a little more time on him today.
Stay tuned. I'm running out of good things to be thankful for! Soon I'll have to find inspiration from Facebook phonies who are thankful for their computers and video games.
Day 7
Today (on my husband's birthday) I am Thankful for Frank. I just want to interject on my own item here and tell you about something I heard once in a sermon. The Pastor said not to be thankful you picked the right man, but thankful you picked the right God! Amen! Frank is by no means perfect, sorry honey, but because of Jesus we have an amazing marriage. I am so incredibly thankful Frank loves the Lord and is the spiritual leader in our family. I am thankful that Frank chooses to love me everyday, I'm sure it's not always easy. He is my own personal prayer warrior. He is my best friend. He is a wonderful father. And much, much more, but to be fair to you, I'll save you from the rest of this mush... Plus Frank probably wouldn't mind if I lavished a little more time on him today.
Stay tuned. I'm running out of good things to be thankful for! Soon I'll have to find inspiration from Facebook phonies who are thankful for their computers and video games.
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Day 6
Now that I'm posting everyday I think my audience is dwindling by the second. I don't blame you. It sucks to read the same person's rantings each day. And who wants to read a bunch of complaints everyday? Personally, I would never read this blog. I do cause I have to re-read what I'm ranting on about but if you're following along, sorry I'm such a Debbie Downer. I actually don't think of myself as a Negative Nelly, but I could easily see how someone else would. Really, I like to think of myself as a Realistic Rachel, and if you know me, I think you would agree. I'm not a complainer by nature, actually quite the opposite. Typically I closet my bad attitude and only let my rantings shine to like-minded people, them and family. I never take myself too seriously. And if I have something negative to say, I blog about it. (It's just too hard not to say anything.)
Day 6 has a lot of people slacking off and others still joining the bandwagon. To all of you, I have to say, it's practically been a week people! You check facebook everyday! How hard is it to write a 5 second post? Or, depending on your situation, how are you just now deciding to join in on the fun?! I also find it just a little, um, irritating that you are just today expressing thankfulness for God! It's been 6 days people! He created you! Come on! I just don't get the lack of order. It seems like common sense that you would list things according to what you are most thankful for. Am I the only one that is thinking like this?
I've also noticed that there are no men participating in this month's activity. (Can't be a game, there is no winner, or so I'm told.) And now I'm jealous once again of men in general... You don't get the mass messages to participate in those stupid and ridiculous "what color bra you're wearing, or where you leave your purse" activities... Ah... to be a man... Siiiiiigh.
The word ridiculous reminds me of my another rant for today. I hate bad spellers. I am one of them. I really am. I have to ask Frank how to spell things all the time. I refuse to write things long hand because it takes me at least 2 tries to get tough words right. So, with that being said. How hard is it to spell check? Like if rediculous doesn't look right, check it! And definitely, people can't spell definitely. If you can't spell it, use another word! I also um, hate, how people comment on misspelled things, other posts, comments or words in the pictures and then they make a spelling mistake! Ah!!!
So - I think I'm all out of rants and random thoughts... Plus Kaylee is asleep so that means I need to hurry up and get to sleep too.
Day 6
Today I am Thankful for my brothers and sisters in Christ. I am so blessed by my community of believers and I love them all so much! They lift me up and encourage me. They call and check in on me. They pray for me. They love me and take care of me. And not only do they do this just for me, but for my family as well. I just have to share this little thing because my heart was so full yesterday because of some very special friends. As you know, or should know, Frank has been in Alabama since Thursday. Finally, tomorrow he will be on his way home and I'm very much looking forward to having my husband back! But tomorrow is Frank's birthday, it's a 14 hour drive home, so basically we won't be able to spend a lot of time together. Anyways, the other night I was talking to Frank and Mike called him back inside (apparently there is no service in the backwoods of Alabama). Come to find out, they made Frank a cake and celebrated his birthday! We were both so touched. But it's things like that that make me so Thankful for our church family. As we are starting to talk more and more about moving out west, it just breaks my heart. Like the other day we were having lunch at Panera and Frank was encouraging me to continue to go to church without him, and not withdraw from our friends and I just started bawling. I will be so sad to leave but I trust God's wisdom. So in the meantime I'm going to spend as much time as possible with my friends, basically this is your warning... You're gonna be soooo sick of me by March ;)
See you kids tomorrow... <3
Day 6 has a lot of people slacking off and others still joining the bandwagon. To all of you, I have to say, it's practically been a week people! You check facebook everyday! How hard is it to write a 5 second post? Or, depending on your situation, how are you just now deciding to join in on the fun?! I also find it just a little, um, irritating that you are just today expressing thankfulness for God! It's been 6 days people! He created you! Come on! I just don't get the lack of order. It seems like common sense that you would list things according to what you are most thankful for. Am I the only one that is thinking like this?
I've also noticed that there are no men participating in this month's activity. (Can't be a game, there is no winner, or so I'm told.) And now I'm jealous once again of men in general... You don't get the mass messages to participate in those stupid and ridiculous "what color bra you're wearing, or where you leave your purse" activities... Ah... to be a man... Siiiiiigh.
The word ridiculous reminds me of my another rant for today. I hate bad spellers. I am one of them. I really am. I have to ask Frank how to spell things all the time. I refuse to write things long hand because it takes me at least 2 tries to get tough words right. So, with that being said. How hard is it to spell check? Like if rediculous doesn't look right, check it! And definitely, people can't spell definitely. If you can't spell it, use another word! I also um, hate, how people comment on misspelled things, other posts, comments or words in the pictures and then they make a spelling mistake! Ah!!!
So - I think I'm all out of rants and random thoughts... Plus Kaylee is asleep so that means I need to hurry up and get to sleep too.
Day 6
Today I am Thankful for my brothers and sisters in Christ. I am so blessed by my community of believers and I love them all so much! They lift me up and encourage me. They call and check in on me. They pray for me. They love me and take care of me. And not only do they do this just for me, but for my family as well. I just have to share this little thing because my heart was so full yesterday because of some very special friends. As you know, or should know, Frank has been in Alabama since Thursday. Finally, tomorrow he will be on his way home and I'm very much looking forward to having my husband back! But tomorrow is Frank's birthday, it's a 14 hour drive home, so basically we won't be able to spend a lot of time together. Anyways, the other night I was talking to Frank and Mike called him back inside (apparently there is no service in the backwoods of Alabama). Come to find out, they made Frank a cake and celebrated his birthday! We were both so touched. But it's things like that that make me so Thankful for our church family. As we are starting to talk more and more about moving out west, it just breaks my heart. Like the other day we were having lunch at Panera and Frank was encouraging me to continue to go to church without him, and not withdraw from our friends and I just started bawling. I will be so sad to leave but I trust God's wisdom. So in the meantime I'm going to spend as much time as possible with my friends, basically this is your warning... You're gonna be soooo sick of me by March ;)
See you kids tomorrow... <3
Saturday, November 5, 2011
Ribs & Day 5
A whole new wave of people have joined in on the Thankful daily posting. Welcome my friends. Actually they really are my friends, and I like them, so I'm glad. :)) Everyone else though, slackers.
Oh. My. Goodness! I was completely out of things to say and resolved to go ahead and tell you my Day 5 thingy. Then I remembered the crazy hilarious conversation I had with my Granny today! Ah! I was rolling laughing! My family is crazy, unless of course, you are family and reading this, then I just mean most of the family and certainly not you. But really. They have this amazing ability to blow things so far out of proportion it's beyond any realm of understanding. Ok, on to this afternoon. (I just want to clarify, this is a funny story, everything turns out fine) My Granny calls on the brink of hysteria. Her and my Grandpa were driving home from a wedding shower and for some reason they were voluntarily driving through a very bad part of Fort Wayne. Now I haven't lived in Indiana since I was 12 but from what I remember Fort Wayne is like Newport News or Hampton. It's not as bad as the reputation. Anyways, they often drive through this particularly rough area, why I don't know, and see this man cooking ribs on some sort of grill on the street. Again, I have no idea why. But they always say to one another, "Sometime we should stop and get some ribs," and then the other says, "You're right, we really should." (Ok, I may be ad libing.) They always say this but never stop, until today. They leave the shower, having just eaten and have plans to meet friends for dinner in 2 hours, but my Grandpa is determined that today is the day he is getting those street cooked ribs. He goes inside a less than reputable building and leaves Granny in the car talking to my Uncle Bob. Now Bob is a talker. So I know she spent at least 20 minutes on the phone with him before she called me. I get the call, we talk about things, I ask what she's doing and preceeds to tell me everything I just told you. This is when the hysteria sets in. She says she doesn't know what to do, all these people are walking by -going in and out of this building- and he's been in there for about 30 minutes. I ask if I should call him for her but of course he has left his cell phone in the car. I ask her about the car doors, are they locked? No. I tell her to lock the doors. Then she says, someone is going to cut off her fingers for her rings. She has this beautiful diamond ring (just saying, someday it's getting passed on to me, so naturally I'm concerned). I tried to reassure her, that if someone were to rob her, they probably wouldn't jump straight to cutting off her fingers. Then she reassures me, if someone tried to steal her rings, she would tell them they'd have to cut off her fingers to get them. Oh good. So she's frantic about getting robbed and now he's been in there for 40 minutes. This is when she tells me that Grandpa has left his window down. This whole time she is practically yelling about the shady people walking by, the bad area she's in, the diamond rings she's wearing. I can't help but laugh. Granny just keeps saying she doesn't know what to do, maybe he's been robbed (he carries a lot of cash) he's probably laying on the floor in there, bleeding and these people have their ribs and his billfold. She's sitting on her fingers, freaking out and saying no way she's going in there. This goes on another 10 minutes, we discuss other possiblities, like maybe he just decided to eat them there, they had to kill the pig, all kinds of things... Then finally! He emerges with the ribs! Now my Grandpa isn't one for explanations. It is what it is. It took an hour for him to get a box of ribs, but he got them. The End. And also the end of my story.
And now I have 20 minutes to share my Day 5...
Today I am Thankful that God is in the center of my marriage to Frank. It is by God's Grace that Frank and I have survived the past 2 1/2 years of marriage. I am incredibly thankful for the transformation that has taken place in our marriage because of God. I know He has amazing plans for us and we are looking forward to them, whatever it may be and where ever it may take us.
Oh. My. Goodness! I was completely out of things to say and resolved to go ahead and tell you my Day 5 thingy. Then I remembered the crazy hilarious conversation I had with my Granny today! Ah! I was rolling laughing! My family is crazy, unless of course, you are family and reading this, then I just mean most of the family and certainly not you. But really. They have this amazing ability to blow things so far out of proportion it's beyond any realm of understanding. Ok, on to this afternoon. (I just want to clarify, this is a funny story, everything turns out fine) My Granny calls on the brink of hysteria. Her and my Grandpa were driving home from a wedding shower and for some reason they were voluntarily driving through a very bad part of Fort Wayne. Now I haven't lived in Indiana since I was 12 but from what I remember Fort Wayne is like Newport News or Hampton. It's not as bad as the reputation. Anyways, they often drive through this particularly rough area, why I don't know, and see this man cooking ribs on some sort of grill on the street. Again, I have no idea why. But they always say to one another, "Sometime we should stop and get some ribs," and then the other says, "You're right, we really should." (Ok, I may be ad libing.) They always say this but never stop, until today. They leave the shower, having just eaten and have plans to meet friends for dinner in 2 hours, but my Grandpa is determined that today is the day he is getting those street cooked ribs. He goes inside a less than reputable building and leaves Granny in the car talking to my Uncle Bob. Now Bob is a talker. So I know she spent at least 20 minutes on the phone with him before she called me. I get the call, we talk about things, I ask what she's doing and preceeds to tell me everything I just told you. This is when the hysteria sets in. She says she doesn't know what to do, all these people are walking by -going in and out of this building- and he's been in there for about 30 minutes. I ask if I should call him for her but of course he has left his cell phone in the car. I ask her about the car doors, are they locked? No. I tell her to lock the doors. Then she says, someone is going to cut off her fingers for her rings. She has this beautiful diamond ring (just saying, someday it's getting passed on to me, so naturally I'm concerned). I tried to reassure her, that if someone were to rob her, they probably wouldn't jump straight to cutting off her fingers. Then she reassures me, if someone tried to steal her rings, she would tell them they'd have to cut off her fingers to get them. Oh good. So she's frantic about getting robbed and now he's been in there for 40 minutes. This is when she tells me that Grandpa has left his window down. This whole time she is practically yelling about the shady people walking by, the bad area she's in, the diamond rings she's wearing. I can't help but laugh. Granny just keeps saying she doesn't know what to do, maybe he's been robbed (he carries a lot of cash) he's probably laying on the floor in there, bleeding and these people have their ribs and his billfold. She's sitting on her fingers, freaking out and saying no way she's going in there. This goes on another 10 minutes, we discuss other possiblities, like maybe he just decided to eat them there, they had to kill the pig, all kinds of things... Then finally! He emerges with the ribs! Now my Grandpa isn't one for explanations. It is what it is. It took an hour for him to get a box of ribs, but he got them. The End. And also the end of my story.
And now I have 20 minutes to share my Day 5...
Today I am Thankful that God is in the center of my marriage to Frank. It is by God's Grace that Frank and I have survived the past 2 1/2 years of marriage. I am incredibly thankful for the transformation that has taken place in our marriage because of God. I know He has amazing plans for us and we are looking forward to them, whatever it may be and where ever it may take us.
Friday, November 4, 2011
Day 4
Ah. Four whole days of faithful blogging... I deserve an award. It's going to take a miracle to make it through this month. And not just because I have to write another 26 posts, it's everything.
If you've been following along the past month you know we are in the process of incredible change. Frank leaves for school in 14 days. Up until this week it hasn't bothered me, but now it's sinking in. I'm about to endure 4 months of pregnancy while raising our 2 year old monster who is already 'terrible' (and I mean terribly spoiled.) I'm moving back in with my folks. Driving 12 hours with said toddler to Indiana, flying to Texas and back all in the next coming month. Alone. Maybe it's the weekend trip to Alabama that has me facing my coming reality head on, but the more I think about it, the more it stinks.
The icing on my over baked cake was, yet another restless night. It was after 2 before Kay and I fell asleep, her sprawled out in the middle of the twin size bed and me, snuggling the wall. Oddly enough, Kay's late night crying was for Daddy and there was nothing I could do to soothe her. I'm praying she becomes more accustom to this coming and going. So bed time will be soon. Very soon.
Without further ado, Day 4. (Which I did not struggle with at all)
Today I am Thankful for God's Word. Lately, I have been napping with Kay instead of my usual reading. I'm sure I've said this before, but I just can't make it through the day without one. Today, I forwent my latest routine and spent time in God's Word. I was so instantly satisfied and filled by His Word, I did not miss my nap. In fact, I'm hurrying through writing because I really would like to finish Deuteronomy. I am always so uplifted, encouraged, and inspired by His Word it is a wonder how I sometimes struggle to spend in The Word. But nevertheless, that is what I am Thankful for today.
Stay tuned, tomorrow is Day 5. :)
If you've been following along the past month you know we are in the process of incredible change. Frank leaves for school in 14 days. Up until this week it hasn't bothered me, but now it's sinking in. I'm about to endure 4 months of pregnancy while raising our 2 year old monster who is already 'terrible' (and I mean terribly spoiled.) I'm moving back in with my folks. Driving 12 hours with said toddler to Indiana, flying to Texas and back all in the next coming month. Alone. Maybe it's the weekend trip to Alabama that has me facing my coming reality head on, but the more I think about it, the more it stinks.
The icing on my over baked cake was, yet another restless night. It was after 2 before Kay and I fell asleep, her sprawled out in the middle of the twin size bed and me, snuggling the wall. Oddly enough, Kay's late night crying was for Daddy and there was nothing I could do to soothe her. I'm praying she becomes more accustom to this coming and going. So bed time will be soon. Very soon.
Without further ado, Day 4. (Which I did not struggle with at all)
Today I am Thankful for God's Word. Lately, I have been napping with Kay instead of my usual reading. I'm sure I've said this before, but I just can't make it through the day without one. Today, I forwent my latest routine and spent time in God's Word. I was so instantly satisfied and filled by His Word, I did not miss my nap. In fact, I'm hurrying through writing because I really would like to finish Deuteronomy. I am always so uplifted, encouraged, and inspired by His Word it is a wonder how I sometimes struggle to spend in The Word. But nevertheless, that is what I am Thankful for today.
Stay tuned, tomorrow is Day 5. :)
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Day 3
Have you noticed the numbers of thankfulers are dwindling? Down to 6 today. Pathetic. And the real disappointment is all the 'good' ones have vanished. The fleeting thought of re-friending drama-girl is becoming more of a reality by the minute.
Today has seemed to stretch on forever. Kay had a rough night and an early morning. Frank started his 10 days leave stint. The growing mountain of clean laundry finally got put away. And Frank headed to the backwoods of Alabama for a weekend retreat at Ramp. So of course that means Kay and I are holed up at the rents until Monday.
Day 3 was harder than expected. Basically because it was a trying day all around. What little patience my pregnant butt started with this morning quickly dissipated. Don't get me wrong, I love having my husband home during the day but it messes with our routine, and by routine I mean nap time. I really, REALLY need a nap to make it through the day and keep up with Kay but nap time went out the window with daddy home and I'm dragging now.
So today family isn't on the top of my list. But bed time, oh, quickly climbing the ranks ;)
But seriously, I managed to find something to be Thankful for today. Here you go.
Day 3
Today I am thankful for God listening and answering prayers. I am continually amazed that the Lord answers me and yet I know I shouldn't be. But the concept is just so beyond comprehension to my human brain. The God of the entire Universe cares enough about me to listen to me! And not only does He listen, He responds! He is faithful in everything, even the small things and Webster doesn't have enough words to describe His Majesty! If you don't know Jesus and believe in His love for you, you are not living.
See you tomorrow friends... I have a feeling I'll be singing a different tune with my husband gone. :))
Today has seemed to stretch on forever. Kay had a rough night and an early morning. Frank started his 10 days leave stint. The growing mountain of clean laundry finally got put away. And Frank headed to the backwoods of Alabama for a weekend retreat at Ramp. So of course that means Kay and I are holed up at the rents until Monday.
Day 3 was harder than expected. Basically because it was a trying day all around. What little patience my pregnant butt started with this morning quickly dissipated. Don't get me wrong, I love having my husband home during the day but it messes with our routine, and by routine I mean nap time. I really, REALLY need a nap to make it through the day and keep up with Kay but nap time went out the window with daddy home and I'm dragging now.
So today family isn't on the top of my list. But bed time, oh, quickly climbing the ranks ;)
But seriously, I managed to find something to be Thankful for today. Here you go.
Day 3
Today I am thankful for God listening and answering prayers. I am continually amazed that the Lord answers me and yet I know I shouldn't be. But the concept is just so beyond comprehension to my human brain. The God of the entire Universe cares enough about me to listen to me! And not only does He listen, He responds! He is faithful in everything, even the small things and Webster doesn't have enough words to describe His Majesty! If you don't know Jesus and believe in His love for you, you are not living.
See you tomorrow friends... I have a feeling I'll be singing a different tune with my husband gone. :))
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Day 2
Whew, looks like I'm gonna make the deadline... Provided I don't mess around and tell you what a struggle it has been to decide what to be thankful for today. Seriously, I've thought about this all day, even constructed a few possible gems. And yet, here I am, 51 minutes to Day 3 and I still haven't decided. Oh the agony. Day 2 is tough. Do I follow yesterday with my loving husband? Do I throw out my compulsion for order and tell you about the women at Personal Property who fixed our gigantic moving dilemma? Do I continue on with God's amazing grace? So many options and the clock is ticking!!!! I'm panicked. How do I write this (not to mention, well) under such monumental pressure?
Ok. Ok. Deep breaths. That reminds me of a blonde skit I saw once. Um, yea I've got time... So. This blonde and her friend walk into a hair salon, the blonde is wearing headphones and is completely oblivious to everything, not a stretch, I know. So the friend tells the stylist to trim the blonde's hair but not to take off the headphones. The stylist clips and the friend comes back to get the blonde. A few weeks later (there was a sign, obviously for the skit this would not have been in real time...) they come back in and sure enough the blonde is wearing headphones again. The friend gives the stylist the same instructions, and the friend leaves. The stylist clips away but she's just so curious about the headphones she can't leave well enough alone. So the stylist removes the headphones and the blonde collapses. The stylist puts on the headphones and hears "Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. Breathe ...." You get it. Ahhahaha!
And now I'm down to 34 minutes. See the real problem with the time constraint is that I'm writing this on my little iPhone. I could, theoretically, be finished already if I were using my computer. Which also says a lot about my laziness as my computer is across the room. But I digress and there is something to be thankful for, I'm sure of it, just not sure what.
Did you notice today everyone, and I do mean everyone is posting about what they're thankful for? People posted Day 2, but they didn't post yesterday. And they didn't do the catch up post that says, "I didn't post yesterday but..." You get the idea. I didn't notice any particular good posts today though. I mean I saw nice ones, but nothing like I'm thankful for Walmart, or cheese. Both of which I deem acceptable items. Bottom line nothing to make fun of. I'm considering re-friending that one reeeeally, reeeeally smart girl (sarcasm is hard on blogs) I had to unfriend (because she's an idiot) to get some meat. Hmmmm. It's probably not worth the trouble.
But really, it's time to get to this whole Day 2 thing, I'm tired and cranky and it's only getting worse. Plus I only have 23 minutes now and would really love some sleep.
Day 2. Gem.
Today I am thankful for God's grace. As I thought more about this today, I realized how incredibly grateful I am not to carry around past baggage. The enemy tries to whisper old lies to me. Even today he brought up old sin that my Lord and Savior bore on Calvary for me. But choosing to feel guilty about it again, is like telling my Jesus, it wasn't enough that You died for me, that heaping my iniquities on Your back wasn't good enough. And I am not willing to say that. So today, instead, I say Praise the Lord for Your unfailing Mercy and Grace! For setting me free! And giving me life in Christ Jesus! And I can think of nothing better or sweeter to be more Thankful for today.
Until tomorrow...
With 7 minutes to spare! ;)
Ok. Ok. Deep breaths. That reminds me of a blonde skit I saw once. Um, yea I've got time... So. This blonde and her friend walk into a hair salon, the blonde is wearing headphones and is completely oblivious to everything, not a stretch, I know. So the friend tells the stylist to trim the blonde's hair but not to take off the headphones. The stylist clips and the friend comes back to get the blonde. A few weeks later (there was a sign, obviously for the skit this would not have been in real time...) they come back in and sure enough the blonde is wearing headphones again. The friend gives the stylist the same instructions, and the friend leaves. The stylist clips away but she's just so curious about the headphones she can't leave well enough alone. So the stylist removes the headphones and the blonde collapses. The stylist puts on the headphones and hears "Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. Breathe ...." You get it. Ahhahaha!
And now I'm down to 34 minutes. See the real problem with the time constraint is that I'm writing this on my little iPhone. I could, theoretically, be finished already if I were using my computer. Which also says a lot about my laziness as my computer is across the room. But I digress and there is something to be thankful for, I'm sure of it, just not sure what.
Did you notice today everyone, and I do mean everyone is posting about what they're thankful for? People posted Day 2, but they didn't post yesterday. And they didn't do the catch up post that says, "I didn't post yesterday but..." You get the idea. I didn't notice any particular good posts today though. I mean I saw nice ones, but nothing like I'm thankful for Walmart, or cheese. Both of which I deem acceptable items. Bottom line nothing to make fun of. I'm considering re-friending that one reeeeally, reeeeally smart girl (sarcasm is hard on blogs) I had to unfriend (because she's an idiot) to get some meat. Hmmmm. It's probably not worth the trouble.
But really, it's time to get to this whole Day 2 thing, I'm tired and cranky and it's only getting worse. Plus I only have 23 minutes now and would really love some sleep.
Day 2. Gem.
Today I am thankful for God's grace. As I thought more about this today, I realized how incredibly grateful I am not to carry around past baggage. The enemy tries to whisper old lies to me. Even today he brought up old sin that my Lord and Savior bore on Calvary for me. But choosing to feel guilty about it again, is like telling my Jesus, it wasn't enough that You died for me, that heaping my iniquities on Your back wasn't good enough. And I am not willing to say that. So today, instead, I say Praise the Lord for Your unfailing Mercy and Grace! For setting me free! And giving me life in Christ Jesus! And I can think of nothing better or sweeter to be more Thankful for today.
Until tomorrow...
With 7 minutes to spare! ;)
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
November: Thankful or Tortured?
People always do those month challenges... Picture a day, recipe of the day, quote of the day, and the list goes on....
So of course November is the prime time for a month of Thankfulness. I never participate in these sort of chain-sharing type activities. Mostly because I have a hard time remembering to feed myself, so forget posting once a day for an entire month, that and I'm lazy. But probably the biggest reason I refuse to partake is I don't want to read other people's posts so why torture those who also don't participate. Thank you for that, by the way.
Well, people, I'm breaking my own 'over-sharing rule' to bring you Rachel's Month of Thankfulness. Be excited.
Let me start by explaining my semi-logical reasoning behind my new found sense of *glup* sharing. First, I think some people are thankful for some ridiculous things, like their iPhone, and tv. And I'm especially concerned because it's Day 1. Really? Is that what you have to be most thankful for? Your phone tops your list?! Secondly, I have justified posting each day because, face it, it's my blog, you have the choice to read it. Next, I have far too much to say to fit it into one of those little status boxes. I do, however, appreciate the limit of space you are allowed to post at one time. (Not my Day 1 nugget though). There are other reasons too, less interesting and important so let's just get to it.
And I just want to note, that just because I'm going to get all thankful and stuff, doesn't mean I have to be nice. Ok. Here it goes...
*Day 1 of being Thankful*
I am most thankful that God loves me and called me to Him. I am thankful that Jesus loves me so much He chose to die on the cross for me. I am grateful that the Creator of the Universe is with me, always! What a Mighty God!! And how fortunate are we that He loves and desires us to be with Him in Glory!?!
So of course November is the prime time for a month of Thankfulness. I never participate in these sort of chain-sharing type activities. Mostly because I have a hard time remembering to feed myself, so forget posting once a day for an entire month, that and I'm lazy. But probably the biggest reason I refuse to partake is I don't want to read other people's posts so why torture those who also don't participate. Thank you for that, by the way.
Well, people, I'm breaking my own 'over-sharing rule' to bring you Rachel's Month of Thankfulness. Be excited.
Let me start by explaining my semi-logical reasoning behind my new found sense of *glup* sharing. First, I think some people are thankful for some ridiculous things, like their iPhone, and tv. And I'm especially concerned because it's Day 1. Really? Is that what you have to be most thankful for? Your phone tops your list?! Secondly, I have justified posting each day because, face it, it's my blog, you have the choice to read it. Next, I have far too much to say to fit it into one of those little status boxes. I do, however, appreciate the limit of space you are allowed to post at one time. (Not my Day 1 nugget though). There are other reasons too, less interesting and important so let's just get to it.
And I just want to note, that just because I'm going to get all thankful and stuff, doesn't mean I have to be nice. Ok. Here it goes...
*Day 1 of being Thankful*
I am most thankful that God loves me and called me to Him. I am thankful that Jesus loves me so much He chose to die on the cross for me. I am grateful that the Creator of the Universe is with me, always! What a Mighty God!! And how fortunate are we that He loves and desires us to be with Him in Glory!?!
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